#NowPlaying: Porcelain Black - This is what rock and roll looks like

Oh, hello there sexy lover face. How are you?

So, by the time you read this I will be somewhere way up in the air most likely drooling on the guy next to me (please be cute please be cute please be cute). I am en route to Washington DC for the holidays. I'm excited to see my family not excited to be in the cold. DUDES!!! I live in LA for a freaking reason!! BAHHH!!!

Anywho, heard this song on Beavis and Butthead the other day and I'm kinda not mad at it. Diggin her attitude! Enjoy!!

#kthxbye

Oh and PS. I have NO idea how I am getting from Baltimore to my brother's place in DC. I may or may not be freaking out on twitter in a few hours. HAHA this should be interesting ...

#NowPlaying: RuPaul - Supermodel

GOOD FREAKING MORNING, NERDERINOS!! My apologies for screaming at you this early in the morning - but HOLY CRAP! We have so much awesomeness coming up - it was a very very very productive weekend behind the scenes.

Have oodles to catch you up on, but first - I have a tune that is very very very near and dear to my heart. I might not have fully understood the whole man dressed as a woman concept as a child (although now living in LA for over 7 years I adoreeeeee adore adore people embracing their inner awesome), but GIRRLLLLL I used to SHAKE it to this song to get me up and going.

ENJOY!! And HAPPY FREAKING MONDAY!!!!

Oh, and here's the original video. The audio is positvely awful, but a nice flashback for izzles.

#YAYLIFE

#NowPlaying: Third Eye Blind - Semi Charmed Life

OMMMMMMGGGG nerderinos, what a fucking week man. First, I became the PROUD mama to a brand new S-Corp, oh! oh! then we moved into our brand new office space courtesy of the raddest mothafucka on the planet @steve_berra!!

Seriously, the dude is the tits man - DDs for izzles. Well, wait, that doesn't mean he HAS boobs, but rather he's so fucking rad he's like a nice natural set of DDs ... wait, that still doesn't sound right. Quiet Friel ... shhhhhhhh.

OMG, I have to say though that @JennHoffman and I sit on our little mock talk show set (where we have our offices) and literally die drooling over HOW. HOT. all of The Berrics dudes are.

Holy shit!! Skater boys warm my soul in ways I didn't even know were possible.

From the depths of my everything - I am filled with so much gratitude it is REDIC!!! There is so so so much love in this community, for this community - I mean, wow. Feeling a little verklempt actually, might need you all to talk amongst yourselves for a moment - oh, no wait - I'm good, but how about a little Semi Charmed Life for yaaaaa!!! =) Enjoy sexy lover faces! xoxoxoxxoxo

#loveyoulongtime

PS. My leg is doing better but showering with road rash = the WORST IDEA EVER!!!

#NowPlaying: Our Lady Peace - Superman's Dead

OMMMMGGGG this song just came on Pandora, and it is SPEAKING TO MAH SOUL!!! Haven't heard it in forever!! What the heck happened to Our Lady Peace?? ::smh:: 

#thatisall

#NowPlaying: Duffy- I'm scared

AHHHH!!! I'm currently writing out the very last bit of #NerdsUnite: My First Adult Heartbreak. It's a few weeks overdue, but I am a "method" writer of sorts, where I very literally relive the experience and then write about things I am experiencing, smelling, etc. 

It takes a lot out of me. 

Especially this story ... was pretty much the lowest point in my life. To go from being in a nut house, to breaking up, to then losing everything I owned, to having to rebuild my life, to then having my love have a kid and me finding out while hosting a show live online. The producer in me salivates because it's a GREAT story, but the person that lived it, and has to write it all out gets ... tired. 

It's also totally selfish though because writing all of this shit out is very genuinely the most CATHARTIC thing on the planet. So it'll feel good when it's all said and done, but the process of it all wears on me. Re-read part 7 so you're up to date for when it goes live tomorrow. 

And thank you guys for reading, btw. Again, it feels amazing to share when it's done ... but the process can be a bit grueling. 

Going to just keep on keepin on! Peace love and lollipops! 

#imscared